A whole new world

Things are starting to feel more real as the day progresses. When I found out about Jr I thought it was a dream. I finally mustered up enough courage to let the e rest of the family into it. I'm looking forward to this new aspect of our lives that Glenn and I are about to embark on. I'm still afraid of a lot of things but as always, God's not going to bring us this far to abandon us. We can do this and come out with flying colors.

Ask and you shall receive!!

Well all I have to say is thank you God for your many blessings; the ones from the past, the present and the ones to come in the future. 2 weeks ago we found out that we were pregnant. The very thing that we have been praying for is coming true. I don't know if it's natural, but I am a little bit scared. I look at the way our life is, in every aspect, and I ask myself if we are going to be able to take care of this new addition? My husband reminds me that God will not bring us this far to abandon us. I always tell him he has no faith but I know the man does. In his own unique way God has been his guide through it all. I cannot wait for this new gift. We may not be able to give this child everything we view as the standard of living a great life but I know our love will be endless. God will give us any and everything we ask for in accordance with his will. One thing I have learned through the years is to never ask for something based on what others have but on what you need. 

Free at last ! !!!! :-) ♡

Well I survived this one.  For the last 3 days I've been wearing a stupid ambulatory eeg so my brain can be monitored.  It has been down right ridiculous.  I can't eat without having it recorded.  I have to be  videotaped several times. The kicker is that I can't sleep in my usual jammies because of the camera.  Well it's all ending today. My face is messed up with a reaction to the sticky stuff they used and my eye is swollen. My scalp itches like hell. I'm going yo eat till I'm satisfied.

Watching the moon

So last night we thought it would be fun  to go out in the cold weather to watch this red moon phenomenon.  Let's just say we were the childish grown ups hugging our jackets out there.  Funny? Of course.  Crazy and downright ridiculous?  Absolutely!  When was the last time you threw caution to the wind and did something silly? Try it and see.  On a serious note, we've been praying for a blessing. We want children. We want at least one because that's one of the beautiful things God brought a man and a woman together to create. We know it will happen in every way possible.  I have faith that we can make them.