Today I woke up sort of looking forward to a relaxing day but as usual I'm going to be locked up in these walls again. People in prison get a change of scene. I wish I could just close.my eyes and just make it all go away. I'm tempted to take the other keys and just take off. Life is just boring now. All I do is go to work and come home. I can't do anything fun without permission. I'm a 36 year old woman who has no life. Someone put me out of this miserable existence. I think I'd rather be unhappy in some place where everyone is too.