The last couple of days have been tough and rough. I have this feeling of resentment towards a lot of things. The worst part is that just about everyone I know is pregnant or about to deliver . I know I shouldn't be upset but it just pisses me off. There are babies everywhere and I find them so cute and adorable . I'm just afraid to touch them because I don't want them to die in my hands. I'm looking forward to someday holding a little one in my arms.